Monday, April 13, 2009

Post-Easter

I hope everyone had a great Easter weekend! Mine sucked...yes, it sucked. Friday afternoon i left my internship early because, well my instructor said I could, but i was also not feeling great! Saturday morning i woke up feeling dizzy. It progressed throughout the day, and I ended up sleeping most of the day. I started thinking it was true vertigo, because everything else was fine (blood pressure, blood sugar, etc.). Sunday morning i woke up very sick. I couldn't hold my head up, and my whole head and body was spinning constantly. Because of so much dizziness, I was extremely nauseated and spent the entire day throwing up. It was awful. I was popping in anti-nausea meds all day and my Mom bought me some Dramamine (spelling?). My transplant coordinator told me just to rest and stay hydrated. It was awful. But the frustrating part was I had to miss church and Easter lunch with my family. I'M SO MAD! I was convinced that nothing else would happen to me, but i guess i was wrong???

Today I am better, but still dizzy and weak. I had to skip my internship....which makes me even more mad! I just don't understand why all this stuff is happening to me at once? I feel like God's punishing me for something, but I don't know what? I don't understand???

7 comments:

Christy said...

I'm so sorry Katey! Life just sucks sometimes. I wish I could make it better for you!

Alicia said...

Katey, I know it hurts when life doesn't match our reasonable expectations. Rest in Him. Feel His loving embrace rush over you.

Tasha said...

Oh Katey, I am so sorry to hear about your weekend. Ugh. How frustrating. I hope you feel better soon.

Aspiemom said...

I'm so sorry, Katey. You've had a very rough time of it lately! I am CERTAIN God is not punishing you. You might be being tested, tho.

I was sick yesterday, also, and missed church too. But the company was coming to MY house...

I hope you are feeling better soon!

The Smithson Family said...

My husband had the same thing this weekend! He even drove himself to the ER to get fluids! The did a CT and said it was a really bad sinus infection. His started as a headache and began feeling like he was going to throw up! He too had to leave school, his clinical for nursing school! I know he felt awful, so I can imagine what you were going through!
I hate that you had to miss church and Easter food! Blah on being sick. Hope you feel better soon. :)
DeAnn

RunSickboyRun.com said...

Katey, whenever I feel that way I will always recall the story of Job. It might be good for you to read over it as well. I think what happened to him, happens to followers of Christ daily. Satan wants to throw all kinds of crap our way to test our faith in God. God allows it to happen because He knows that our faith in Him cannot be broken.

And remember, God promises to reward those that persevere through His tests...James 1:12.

Hope this helps!

Ronnie

CFlover said...

=(
Im sorry.
Hang in there..wait I hate when people say that...
Ummm...OK how bout..
I think your awesome and I hope you fell better on the asap =)