Post-Easter

I hope everyone had a great Easter weekend! Mine sucked...yes, it sucked. Friday afternoon i left my internship early because, well my instructor said I could, but i was also not feeling great! Saturday morning i woke up feeling dizzy. It progressed throughout the day, and I ended up sleeping most of the day. I started thinking it was true vertigo, because everything else was fine (blood pressure, blood sugar, etc.). Sunday morning i woke up very sick. I couldn't hold my head up, and my whole head and body was spinning constantly. Because of so much dizziness, I was extremely nauseated and spent the entire day throwing up. It was awful. I was popping in anti-nausea meds all day and my Mom bought me some Dramamine (spelling?). My transplant coordinator told me just to rest and stay hydrated. It was awful. But the frustrating part was I had to miss church and Easter lunch with my family. I'M SO MAD! I was convinced that nothing else would happen to me, but i guess i was wrong???

Today I am better, but still dizzy and weak. I had to skip my internship....which makes me even more mad! I just don't understand why all this stuff is happening to me at once? I feel like God's punishing me for something, but I don't know what? I don't understand???